Blew My Chance With Her, What Now? (10 points)?

Ok i honestly don't know what you're stressing about. Clearly the girl is single, and clearly she isn't ready to jump into any sort of relationship. If she even liked you the slightest bit, you prob would know by now. So what if you knew her for 9 months, that's irrelevant. From what I can tell you barely talk to her. I honestly don't think she's interested in you, sorry. I'm a girl, and I know that if a girl likes a guy, she will try to talk to them A LOT. Her reaction to what you told her(how you felt) is normal for anyone. Most ppl have no idea who secretly likes them or now,don't read too much into it. That was HER chance of telling you she liked you back if she did. You didn't blow any chances with her, she's simply not into you. I know this may sound mean, harsh, whatever, but you wouldn't be asking this on here if you didn't want an honest opinion